You may have kept resentment, petty wrath, or bitterness inside. That’s fine. But the petty retaliation won’t provide you with the catharsis you need. Building the reality you actually want to live in is the only thing that will make you happy. The only relief you’ll ever experience is that. Actually, every additional response or pleasure is a means of coping. Are you upset? Good. Extend outward. Build. You have that crap inside of you, and it won’t go away. So simply construct. Create a life that is so extravagant that all of that nonsense is meaningless. Winning puts everything right. In other words, just win.
For a very long time, I had the idea that one day things would finally “click,” and I would change. Not how it operates. The world’s top achievers are all the result of gradual development. Taking things slowly.